I'm going through some personal inner blahblahblah right now and for once I don't know what to do. I'm never one to emit negativity and sadness, but I'm seriously at a place in my life where I feel stuck and unable to do anything about anything.
Cheap thrills can only get me so far..
I need a break from my life. I think what I really need is reassurance, and to know that things are going to be okay. I feel like I don't get that enough.. usually cuz I don't ever really need it, but sometimes when I do I can't ever seem to find it.
I gotta keep my head up.
I know this feeling will pass, it always does. But what usually ends up happening is that I just forget what I was feeling without really resolving anything. Feels like the same situation that I've been in, and it happens every year. Not something I should be complacent with, but what is there for me to really do, except accept how things are and move on.. I wish moving on from feeling like this were more satisfying though.
I don't really know. I'm blessed in an infinite number of ways but sometimes when I get lost and weak it's just hard.
Send a prayer up for me please. Seems it's what I'm really in need of.