Monday, October 26, 2009

Selena Gomez


My boyfriend's new celebrity crush. One more year til she's 18! LOL. She's really cute tho, can't say I'm not jealous of her wardrobe and lifestyle. She makes me love Wizards of Waverly Place!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

During a midday stroll

During a daytime stroll with my boyfriend, he brings up an interesting observation:

It's fun walking around with you because guys LOVE to check you out. Especially Asian guys. But all the Asian guys look the same! It's like you've been checked out by the same guy a thousand times."

- My ever-so-intrigued boyfriend, whom I like to consider lucky!

Monday, October 5, 2009

I wish,

I wish I were more secure, but I also wish you'd help me get there.

Roomie's Dream Wedding (LOL, jk!)


HAHAHAHA. I absolutely LOVE Hello Kitty, but WOW this is kind of scary!? I MAY refuse to be part of the wedding party if she insists on this... Haha. Just kidding.

:P

Thursday, October 1, 2009

The one I always miss the most



idontknow

I'm going through some personal inner blahblahblah right now and for once I don't know what to do. I'm never one to emit negativity and sadness, but I'm seriously at a place in my life where I feel stuck and unable to do anything about anything.

Cheap thrills can only get me so far..

I need a break from my life. I think what I really need is reassurance, and to know that things are going to be okay. I feel like I don't get that enough.. usually cuz I don't ever really need it, but sometimes when I do I can't ever seem to find it.

I gotta keep my head up.

I know this feeling will pass, it always does. But what usually ends up happening is that I just forget what I was feeling without really resolving anything. Feels like the same situation that I've been in, and it happens every year. Not something I should be complacent with, but what is there for me to really do, except accept how things are and move on.. I wish moving on from feeling like this were more satisfying though.

I don't really know. I'm blessed in an infinite number of ways but sometimes when I get lost and weak it's just hard.



Send a prayer up for me please. Seems it's what I'm really in need of.