.. You wonder what it's all worth, cuz I'm up here struggling to keep myself sane. And yeah, all this time occupying myself with AiR has been doing that for me, but it can only take me so far. It's like I can't even be at peace with myself cuz my heart feels so heavy.
There's just too many things that I miss or wish I could be doing other than being so far from everyone I love.
On the bright side, my 11 hours with AiR were worthwhile. We performed at Caltopia and then twice at Sonoma State. On the way to Sonoma (about an hour drive) I heard allll these songs that reminded me of summer, especially of boyfriend. It sucked cuz it made me nostalgic all over again. But I guess that's just another part of dealing with all of this.
I just want to feel as happy as I did before...
I guess time will tell.
There's just too many things that I miss or wish I could be doing other than being so far from everyone I love.
On the bright side, my 11 hours with AiR were worthwhile. We performed at Caltopia and then twice at Sonoma State. On the way to Sonoma (about an hour drive) I heard allll these songs that reminded me of summer, especially of boyfriend. It sucked cuz it made me nostalgic all over again. But I guess that's just another part of dealing with all of this.
I just want to feel as happy as I did before...
I guess time will tell.
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