I'm going through some personal inner blahblahblah right now and for once I don't know what to do. I'm never one to emit negativity and sadness, but I'm seriously at a place in my life where I feel stuck and unable to do anything about anything.
Cheap thrills can only get me so far..
I need a break from my life. I think what I really need is reassurance, and to know that things are going to be okay. I feel like I don't get that enough.. usually cuz I don't ever really need it, but sometimes when I do I can't ever seem to find it.
I gotta keep my head up.
I know this feeling will pass, it always does. But what usually ends up happening is that I just forget what I was feeling without really resolving anything. Feels like the same situation that I've been in, and it happens every year. Not something I should be complacent with, but what is there for me to really do, except accept how things are and move on.. I wish moving on from feeling like this were more satisfying though.
I don't really know. I'm blessed in an infinite number of ways but sometimes when I get lost and weak it's just hard.
Send a prayer up for me please. Seems it's what I'm really in need of.
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When you're beaten down, its hard to get yourself up.. all on your own. It's comforting that people that love you the most are willing to help you and want to see you overcome your struggles. BUT it's hard to rise above things and we all tend to have a severe way to think about what is oppressing us rather than what will lift us up through it. You just gotta take it day by day. Most days will be bad but some will be good and you just have to take each day for what it is. AND you will eventually get back up on your own two feet. God wont put you through something he doesn't think you can go through. Hang in there. My prayers are with you.
-silver
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