Love like this

I woke up this morning after a crazy dream that I was someone else's girlfriend. The boy in my dream was super fiiine though. Haha. But besides that, when I woke up I found myself incredibly sad cuz I didn't wake up next to the one I needed to be with to reassure me that we're okay.

I gave him a call and he was still sleeping, but hearing his voice was enough to remind me that I'm all right, we're all right.

The dream made me feel uneasy because it reminded me of the stupid things I did in my past, the me I am not proud of. I've done a lot of things I shouldn't have, and there is no way in my heart or mind that I ever want to re-visit any of those past actions in my present life. I've made mistakes but I've also learned from them, and I'm so glad that the one I'm with is patient and understanding enough to let me continue learning.

I owe a lot of my current self to him; he's taught me so much. It may sound unreal but I've learned to be so much more independent being with him. I've learned to love myself and someone else because of everything we've been through. I honestly couldn't have asked for a better hand to hold and guide me and help me become a better person.



Anyway, enough of this mushy lovey doveyness. All I know is..
"I never thought I'd be in love like this"