Sunday, June 21, 2009

Leaving

Going to the airport in about 2 hours and I don't quite know how to feel. I'm not so much excited as I am anxious, especially because I know how I get whenever I'm placed in a new environment. It takes me a while to warm up to things, but hopefully not too long this time cuz I only have 6 weeks to enjoy myself.

I am really going to miss my Paolo. It feels like every time we are exactly where we need to be, our relationship is put to the test. I know we can get through anything together now, but I'm going to miss him soooo much. Like I said before, I hate not knowing. So much could change in 6 weeks, but as our past experience has proven, the way we feel about each other is about as steady as it gets. We just have to remind ourselves constantly. Webcam, AIM, and text will pretty much be all we have to keep our relationship strong.

Anyway, of course I'm going to miss my fam and best friends. I wish so much that my best friends could be experiencing this with me because everything we do together is EPIC. Just imagine the damage we'd do in that city..

I guess I'll take a nap for an hour before I hit the shower. I guess for my next post I'll be writing from Paris. I'll try not to keep anyone waiting too long..

Until then. (:

2 comments:

Daily Rough Drafts said...

i am extremely happy, proud, excited for you. i am so envious that you are off to an adventure and a chance for self-discovery. I respect you so much with everything that you have accomplished in your life so far. It makes me more motivated and driven and push towards my own goals in life. I will keep you in my prayers and I wish you nothing but the best. take care and God bless.

your friend,
silver

Le Beau Ténébreux said...

BABY!!!! I love that you put "my Paolo..." HAHA. Like it's necessary in real life and not just when we're together! Haha. Also my word verification for this comment is "karamat" which looks like it could be a tagalog word. lol. that's all! hope Paris is still amazing!!!