Firsts.

The past couple of days have been quite interesting. I've been splitting my time between Berkeley and San Diego which seems impossible to say the least, considering the 500 miles that separate the two cities. I guess this fast-paced life has been catching up to me because I am currently sick. So boo to that!

Anywayyy, my time in SD was sooo well spent. Being home for the weekend was a trip because it was the first sober weekend I've had since probably last semester.. That's a trip. It's funny because allll summer I drank at almost every opportunity, and yet my first time being home since I came back up to Berkeley was one of the funnest sober times I've had since I could remember. Being around bestfriend, boyfriend, and family reminds me that I better make the most of my time up here and stay on my grind cuz I'm really sacrificing the most amazing love one could find.

On Sunday, I went to the SD Chargers v. Carolina Panthers game.. My first Chargers game ever! It was just the most amazing experience, aaaand I got to be with some of my favorite people. Plus my sister sang the National Anthem at the beginning! Which is crazy cuz it was the Chargers' season opener and not many people get that opportunity. Needless to say, the game was intense.. We all learned from that game that 2 seconds could really change everyyything. Ugh. But all in all the game was good and the Chargers will get it next time.

So I'm now back in Berkeley having gained a car up here but having lost my heart to SD yet again. It's a daily struggle to maintain sanity up here, but I just keep reminding myself that I'm on my grind for a reason and like I said I gotta make my sacrifices worth it.


PEAAACE.