Out of My Element..

This thing I've been going through has really been taking a toll on me and taking all my energy. It's nooo bueno, cuz I have piles and piles of work to catch up on. So I gotta get back on it.

I'm by no means back to being okay, but I guess I gotta keep myself busy so I could keep my mind off of the things that are keeping me from staying on my griind. I can no longer compromise my time with thinking and dwelling when I know there's nothing more I can do but wait, get by, do me.

So that's what I gotta do.

Things to save up for...
- A newwww laptop (cuz I want to spoil myself)
- A music player (cuz I don't have one.. Surprisingly enough)
- An external (cuz it's so necessary)
- New camcorder (cuz Paul and I fell in love with John's! haha)

Things to do this week...
- Analytic paper due this FRIDAY
- Catch up on like 500 pages of reading -_-
- Make sure my heart's okay, daily


And despite it all, you'll never know..